Views:693 | By: Isaac After a long time of 'unconsciousness' it downed on me and I started having that awful feeling of how bad I was doing. Would I be worshipping an idol? This remained my question never to find an answer

" Why should I be feeling this bad as a result of something I value, adore and love?" I found myself confused and talking to inner self.

Why should I feel a sinner whereas I did it out of self satisfaction since I thought I was looking for happiness only to dawn at me that it was just blasphemy to almighty.
Oh! my beautiful curtain flower, that had turned out to be my comforter, without any consultation and by only looking at it whenever I felt turned down, I found peace.
I would always smile to myself in the mirror for I believed that as long as that curtain remained there, then my flower would always give me a shoulder to cry on, would always comfort me and give me strength, courage and a reason to move on with life despite of discouragements and obstacles in life.

If turned out that one day as I was walking down the streets I was attracted by a preacher maybe a prophet to me, preaching about idol worshiping and how people had turned out to worshiping material things other than God himself.
After listen for about an hour, I left thinking deeply about my behaviour, could I have been worshiping an idol all through?